Derrick Neil Obituary

Love you Derrick. Always in my heart

Happy Heavenly Birthday Derrick. You sure are missed. Love you!

Happy Heavenly Birthday to Derrick. Derrick is greatly missed and thought of constantly. Love you lil´ brother.

18 years ago. Hard to believe that I would survive without my family. I know Derrick is singing with the angels. Singing with my siblings. Love you and miss you.

You are still remembered. You come up in conversation and I always smile and feel sad at the same time. I hope I see you again my friend. You were such a light and such an energy. Always laughing. So genuine and loyal. I love you and miss you!

17 years ago. Still miss Derrick much. The world lost a beautiful soul. Rest well my Brother.

You are NEVER forgotten. I hope Yah lets me see you again. I miss you laugh and energy.

Miss you so much. I posted a couple days ago but I don't see it here. You know I love you and hope to see you again.

Wow! 16 years ago that we lost you. Since then, Dad, Ralph and Ernest have joined you. I think about all of you everyday. I miss Derrick so much. What a day it will be when we all meet again. Continue to Rest Well my brother. Much love to you.

15 years past. When we meet again, so much to talk about. I sit on my patio with a drink and a cigar and think how Derrick much I would have enjoyed a smoke and drink with him. I miss you more and more, the older I get. See you in the morning.

Derrick and I connected the day we met. We both loved music in the same way. I was 14 when I formed a group with Derrick. I didn't even have keyboards. We grew together. I miss your smile, I miss your jokes....I miss your facial expressions! I really hope God allows me to find you again.

Another year, and as usual, so much has happened throughout our separation. Many moving in and through this life! Everyday, I wake trying to understand and keep its perspective, but it's never the same! Forever changing and seeking to adapt=LIFE.
Missing all who have transitioned!
I hope we meet again!
Rick

I was having a bad day, but then i wondered what you would say. So I took the time to think about it and, you'd be right, lol. Missing you more than I can ever genuinely convey.

Love you D.

Remembering Derrick on this day, his birthday. Continue to Rest in Heaven. He is missed and loved everyday. Thanks to all who helps keep Derrick's laughter and memory alive.

12 years already! I miss Derrick a lot. I think of him often. I thank all of for helping to keep his memory alive. I was fortunate enough to spend a little time with Derrick's son, Asan, a few months ago. He reminds me so much of Derrick. Thank you all again.

Another year without you, and your presence is still missed so much. I can't believe it's been almost 12 years without hearing your laughter, watching you dance, being creative, telling jokes and stories. Just stopping by to say I'll always love and miss you, big brother.

Happy birthday baby boy. I miss you so much. Your big smile and big laugh :) You are family to me. Many of my happy memories include you. You did a lot during your time on earth. You touched a lot of people. You loved everyone. I hope to see you again and give you a big ol hug. I love you.

Happy, Happy Birthday to Derrick. He is so missed. Yesterday, he would have been 50 years old. Somedays, it's like he is still here. Hard to believe that he is gone.

Happy Birthday. I MISS YOU so much.

Much love!!!

Miss u bro as always! Happy born day .

Those of you that knew Derrick, know that we celebrated a lot of birthdays together. his on July 13th, mine on July 14th. I will never have another birthday without thinking about my younger brother. Much love to Derrick, rest in peace. Happy Birthday Derrick...

Love you D

Missing bro like never before, but I know the Lords plan are far beyond what we can imagine. Love you man, We see each other again. God bless you.

Wus up Unc??? 4/14/2015 3:11PM.....I miss you man, words cant even explain. Life is a trip and we're all along for the ride which is why we have to make the most of it right?

Miss you.

Nine years ago today, my youngest brother was called home to play music with the angels. No matter how much I miss him, I know that his suffering is over and he looks down on us and smiles. Keep playing little brother. Much love to Derrick...

Missing my brother Derrick on what would have been his 48th Birthday.

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday Derrick! Of course I am thinking of you today. Actually, I think about you a lot. You were one of the constants in my life and that hasn't changed. I sure hope I get to see you again....my friend that I met when I was 13 years old. Love you, love you, love you. I miss you.......

Derrick, if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't enjoy creating music. We created some memorable tunes that I still hear in my head. Thank you for your freindship. Love you, Doc.

I miss you so much.

I miss you little brother. You and I had a musical connection that I miss a lot. Me and Avi talked about you the other night. She had a dream about you shortly after you passed. She saw you in a colorful beautiful garden....you walked over to her and said, "aren't you going to say bye to me." I thought it was sweet because she felt like she got to see you. Everybody loves you D.

Derrick was such a wonderful brother to Regg and myself and he definitely touched my family's lives. Miss him dearly!!!

Hey brotha! Just glancing over these years of you being here and your moving on. The holidays sure are different now. Many of the elders who nurtured us so, have moved forward as well! Seems so strange to take the place of the ones who taught us and fill that need for the generation that we'll depart from. I'm having a hard time in adjusting to that!! It's meant to be joyful and exciting for this next phase of life, but I'm not finding any fun in it!! Maybe it's disappointments of what I should have, could have, would have done. I know there is nonsense in reflecting back to negativity, but I'm just saying!! Life is soo short and trying to make the most of it without guilt of rhythm, rhyme or reason, is taxing. At the end of the day, I know I'm blessed to have another day to start over and try it again! I know that you would agree, as I could here you say, "What are you talking about! If I were there, I'd LIVE!!" You were so much life and a pleasure to be around. I miss your soul my brotha. Times weren't always grand, but we loved one another. Thanks for being there and helping me to put things into perspective. Wether or not you realize it, you still help me to grow. Your not here in body, but your wonderful spirit lives on!! Love you!

Derrick was like a brother to me from the first time I met him he always has a nice word to say a smile and a song I miss you bro and will never for get you

Miss you my bro Doc you always made me smile it doesn't seem like 8 yrs .

You would be so proud of your son, Asan. He is now 18 and grown up to be a wonderful young man. He is respectful, thoughtful and driven.

Hard to believe its been eight years! Rest on Little Brother, Derrick! I still have much love...

Happy Birthday to Derrick! You are missed so much. Still hard for me to believe that he is gone...

Hey brotha! Looking for those answers... I sure miss the talks, as well as the debates, we shared. Miss ya!!

I love you D

Seven years ago today Derrick joined Mom in heaven to soar and sing with the angels. May he rest in peace. He is greatly missed.

Been a minute, but you're still incredibly missed! Thought about you a lot Friday and having a tough weekend since. I mostly keep wondering, "What would Doc say?" I love you!

Thinking of my friend even more today. You Are always on my mind and in my heart.....and that is real talk. I miss you so much.

Thanks to all of you for helping me to keep Derrick's memory alive. Today, July 13th, Derrick would have been 46 years old. Time really does fly. Help me today to celebrate Derrick's birthday!

Doc, I am thinking of you and how much you always encouraged me. You keep me stretching my wings and reaching outside of my comfort zone. I know abundance awaits me there. Love you, Big Brother.

Happy belated birthday, Doc!! I woke up on your day, getting ready for work, and as I tied my shoes, I looked up at your picture and gave you a shout out. You would be so proud of the fact that I am cooking up at Memorial and still catering and still working on the album. I miss your advice and protective energy, your laugh and your stories, just to mention a few things. You continue to inspire me, as do all who return here time and again to touch base and remind each other that you will never be forgotten. God bless us all...

Happy belated, uncle doc! I love and miss you dearly.

We would have had some celebrations for sure, Happy Birthday Bro!!

Happy Birthday, Derrick. I miss you so much! Love you!

Hey my friend!! As always, you are never far, I miss you!!

Hey! Just shouting out! This time of the year seems to touch my soul like no other. Love, Family, Togetherness!! Thoughts run deep! Memories of how we would gather and "kick it" to bring in the season. Not to miss or leave anyone out! My oh my, how much fun we had!! Peace and Love to All
Rick Williams
"sanchez rico"

Hey again!! May be short, sorry for the long return! Once again reflections of our vision run very deep for me! Everyone seems to have ascend their ways, although communications through technology has evolved tremendously, contact for love and support has depleted eminently!!! FATHER SAID THERE WOULD BE DAYS LIKE THIS!!! I suppose this is part of our journey among many lessons along the way during our stay!! Words can hardly convey the feelings needed to express any emotion felt for reasons as to, why? I truly believe it is difficult for many of us to comprehend the notion of our true existence and reasoning for it! How could something so easy be so frustrating, difficult, and downright hard!!! What I have learned through much of this is patience and perseverance! With adjustments for correction many of things can be conquered!! As I see OUR struggle it is not always that easy, as there are obstacles that seem forever or never to overcome!! Reaching out to those that have had a profound existence in one's life with a simple hello is GREAT! If there is any out there reading this, drop an email to me and keep in touch. One's moving on should bring others together; we come together to move on!! Especially Iesha Thomas, and others, contact me; [email protected]
Luv ya
Rick Williams
A.K.A- Ricardo Rico Sanchez

I miss you.

Hey Brotha! I feel you time to time when I am aware of my surroundings. I happened to sit back tonight, relaxing with the help of the sweet taste of Chardonnay, and reflect on life. I surfed U-Tube and listened to many smooth jazz cuts we would follow and vibe to,(although, you were more into hiphop, and I wanted to transition onto a jazzy r&b composition.) My God how I miss your company with so much rebuttal and confrontation!!! Wow, realizing so much more as the days go on that this is life and such makes us so different and unusual. Life would be so boring if it were any other way!! It's been a long time since i have written before you! Any more, it's not so funny how time takes us away from reality. From what is so true to who and what we are!!!!! I have found it difficult to remember the the things that bring me joy. When I reflect on you, you were everything you were supposed to be!! You were the light on a different path that somehow got smoldered along the way! I am not sure what was needed to keep you steed fast and true to where you needed and were supposed to be!!! When I see all that goes on around me, that's every bit of what we are missing!!!!! How we grow up as the days grow on!! So much maturity in this, I now that if you were here now, we could branch out to astronomical proportions. We were so much like oil and water, but some how would make the mix to make a salad taste GREAT!! Just to think my man, we hadn't even scratched the surface!! My ambitions still run true! I don't know if they will ever be able to live up to your expectations, but I do feel that flame! That very flame that brings me back to that familiar place of solemness!! Your fire still burns strong among many hearts and has always had that effect on those you've touched! This is what's made you so special!! Luv'n and wish'n good days would always remain. One day, I will be able to say it Greater!! Luv Ya Baby

I love you, I miss you, I think of you alot. I need my friend......times are getting harder for everyone. Very soon people will learn to cherish who and what they have and be blessed. It is so strange not to be able to call you or hear you. But still the same........I love you D.

Today is the 44th birthday for Derrick. I am so saddened by his death, especially today. Since Derrick's birthday is one day earlier than mine, we have always celebrated together. I still struggle with this fact every year. I read the comments that you all have wrote and I am so touched that Derrick had so many friends that loved him. As I read the messages that were left, I notice that there are messages from our older brother, Ralph. Ralph is no longer here with us. I know that Derrick, Ralph and our Mother are looking down on us as they celebrate Derrick's Birthday. Happy Birthday, Derrick. I love you!

Doc: I've been busy showing off your million watt smile in some pics I have of you. You have been on my mind so much lately. I wish I could try out some of my new culinary creations on you, you'd love them. Missing you and inspired by you,I love you!
Donella

Hey Derrick, you are heavy on my heart today. I miss you sooo much. You were my baby brother and knowing you and sharing experiences with you sometimes is all I had to get me through. We seemed to have so much in common that being around you felt natural. You always showed me love. People misuse that emotion ...connecting it to other feelings or gestures that in no way should be attributed to love. But, for 25 years we were the best of friends and shared love. I thank you for that. I have been writing. Don't know if you've been listening but I've got the beginnings of 4 or 5 songs for my new CD. Taking time though. This CD is more personal and more of ME. Hopefully you can somehow put your fingerprint on some of them .....that would be awesome. I love you.....I recently lost my Dad.....he gave his life to Christ before passing ......so I hope you see him up there :)

Time has not dimmed the feeling of loss of one of my best friends. I continue to make music because of the encouragement Doc gave me. His picture hangs in my son's studio as a constant source of motivation and inspiration. This time of year is always challenging because I miss his booming laughter and hearty appetite at my table. Doc, I love you and miss you so much.

Four years ago today, I received the disturbing phone call that Derrick had passed away. I thank you all for helping me and others keep the spirit of my baby brother alive. Please help me to remember all the good time that we shared with Derrick.
Again, thank you and may God bless each of you.

HEY BRO; RALPH HERE. JUST MISSIN U WISHING THAT U WERE HERE N THE FLESH TO SHARE IN MY SUCESS N LIFE WITH ME. BY THE WAY, TODAY IS YOUR NEPHEW TAMBOURA,S B-DAY. THE BIG 30. WE,S GITT'N OLE MAN...

hey bro, Ralph here. Just wanted to say hi and wish you were here to share in my sucess in life. you're all thats missing....luv you man. Big Bro. by the way, its your nephew tamboura's b-day today! the big 30 man. we's gittin ole, man...

Hey Uncle Doc!
I just googled myself because I was bored and this site came up. It made me realize that it's been a while since I've been here, but I think it's because I carry you with me now more than ever. I sit here, looking at my son now, wondering: what do you think of him? DeKarlo came to my house about a month or so ago and held Rakin and it took everything in me to not cry, wishing you could do the same. Little man is BIG! (lol) And beautiful and smart. Already trying to pull himself up and crawl and take steps at 2 months! Amazing, right? I'm so blessed to have him with me and wish so hard that you could be here too. I hear you every morning chastising me. Something to the effect of, "What I tell you about shakin' bacon?" LOL. I love you. I miss you. Thank you for the impact you have had/continue to have on my life.

Wus up unc? This is your nephew just giving you the rundown real quick I guess you can say. Im still goin tough with the music production to keep the legacy going. As of right now we have a few things bubbling over at Atlantic but it aint what it used to be with there being so many people making music. Im just finding out how much politics is involved with this stuff and how much nonsense we have to go through just to land a placement. But its all good you know ima make something happen, but I gotta take sometime to get my family takin care of you know? Put a plan together so when the time is right we can demonstrate dagreez" lol. But hey all is well we are blessed put in a good word for me with the man upstairs. And happy belated birthday i wont let you down unc i got u. love Jhetaun.

baby bro,
Man... bro do i miss you. you had a fire in you that could ignite a volcano. I really miss your spirit and crazy sense of humor. I know you cant read this because scripture tells us the dead no nothing. Rest in peace baby bro, will see you when the Lord returns.
Much love fo ya!!!
E.Flat

I know I am 2 days late, but Happy Birthday cuz, I love you so very much!
Not a day goes by that I don't think about you.

Today, July 13, is Derricks Birthday. Today is full of memories for me. He is greatly missed and loved. As many of you know, Derrick and I always celebrated our birthdays together. This is a bitter sweet moment for me. Please help me in keeping this day a joyous one, by taking the time to honor Derrick in a way that you and he would have. Thanks!

I know I just posted but I have kind of pulled myself together a little bit and would like to share a couple my memories of you Derrick. I will never forget how I was united with you and the rest of the family. I was at the mall with my mother and she saw Tawanna and yelled her name out to her. She came to the car and when she found out who I was ..sitting in the back seat, jumped into the car and demanded that my mother bring me to see the rest of the family.
I met you the family that day for the very first time and I was so exited to finally meet my other half, the half that was missing. I can't even describe what that was like, I felt like I was home. I didn't feel lost anymore. I certainly found out where my love of music came from *smile*
I remember those nights in the basement when you all played, and at one point stuck me on the keyboards and I fell in love!! I also remember how horribly I failed at the drums haha.
I was never quite the same after my mother moved me away to Texas and I lost contact with all of you again and it pains me horribly that I was never able to see you again. I have been searching for 21 long and very hard years. The funny thing is, you have given me yet another gift, finding my family that I have so longed for, again. You know, when I saw the date of your death, it hurt me at first. You died on my birthday. But now I can see it as a gift you have given me and I thank you so very dearly for that. I love you and I know somehow that you are looking down at me with that big beautiful smile right now.
Oh yeah...I still have a picture of you, and I also have the picture of you guys standing with New Addition too. I have clung to them many times over the years. *hug*

Hello cuz! This is Celestina Thompson I just learned of your death today..4 years later, I was heartbroken to say the least. I am so very sorry I never got a chance to see you again. I have to let you know that you have inadvertantly given me a beautiful gift. By finding your obituary and this guest book I finally have hope to be reunited with my long lost family again. I have been searching for many long years for all of you. Now I finally have a chance to reach out and reunite with you all again. I just wish I could have seen you again. You are truly loved.
For anyone in the family that finds my post here PLEASE call me..my number is 908-285-2705

Doc: Your birthday is approaching and I wanted to acknowledge you. I miss you more than language could ever convey. Ana just turned 21 and is expecting my 1st grandchild, a boy. Dezha is finished with high school, diploma in hand, YAY! And Jay is still making the most incredible music--and planning to work with Jhetaun in the near future. I wish I could share some of the challenges and triuphs that Thighbone is facing... But just know that we love you and think of you all the time. ---Thighbone

You've been on my mind heavy. Finally put a down payment of the Motif! I miss you soooooo much. My life is not the same. Love you.

Well, you must be visiting because I had the biggest cry last night when thinking of you. I also felt you in my car while I was listening to the radio. Almost like you were jamming with me :) I miss your good vibe around me. EVERY time I think of you .......you're smiling at me. I love you lil brother. I can't wait to see you again. I am trying to get the new motif!! I am very sure you will be around then too......I welcome it.

Derrick - I woke up early this morning with tears in my eyes and you heavy on my mind. I just cannot stop crying this morning. I came downstairs to let my eyes run and my heart pour out its love for you. I just can't get out of my mind that you are not here physically with me. I was also thinking about how when we were boys, Dad would take us fishing and we would have such a good time, playing baseball on the same team and going to school together. I was thinking how at times of strife and happiness we were together. You were there when I was 14 and hurt my knee and need surgery. You were there when I got 2nd and 3rd degree burns on my legs in Florida and you cried with me. I was there with you when Asan was born. As I think of some of those times my tears have turned to outright and loud laughter. I look at the pictures of Asan and see you all over again. Lisa has done a great job with him. It's almost 6 am and I need to get the family up and get the day started. I am so happy that I got to spend a few minutes alone reflecting about you, my baby brother. I love you...

okay, this is different for me and always has been cause i always talk to in heaven. i keep seeing that " million dollar smile" and i am still so honored to be your baby sister. miss you so much. wandering how beautiful the world must look from your palace? been going thru some things, but know that you are cheering me on and telling me " baby, everything is okay, and move forward T-i-e-. Guess you already knew Tonya is getting married to a wonderful man who really loves her and you most definitely saw what happened to my car huh. I know you must have rushed the angels you are in charge of to aid in this asap! Good looking out big brother. still hard for me to go to your resting place, cause i know that only your shell is there and you are in Praise and Worship all the time. Kiss Jesus, Mom, Terri, and the rest for me. k. What do you think of Beyonce's new song " Halo over me"? That's what you are to me. A Halo over me. Thanks for not judging me and watching over me when you were here and now w/ Jesus now. GOOD LOOKIN OUT HERO. GOODNIGHT. TEARS FILLING UP IN MY EYES. AND MORE FOR JESUS TO CATCH.I BETTER SLEEP NOW, CAUSE JOY COMES IN THE MORNING.I LOVE AND MISS YOU. SELAH AND AMEN.

I miss you!

Hey Uncle Doc.

I miss you and I was thinking about you today. I looked through my e-mail and I saw your picture in one of my saved folders. I think about you all the time. I miss the days you would crack jokes on the couch and how everyone would come over and make music. I love you Doc. I'll make you proud some day.

-Sunshine

Wanted to express how much i have been thinking about you. i miss you so much. i cant wait to see you again lil brother. see that big ol smile! You are in my heart always.

July 13. Derrick is 42 today. Thanks to all of his friend that help keep his legacy alive. I miss him dearly. Happy Birthday Derrick!

Doc: Finally stepped over the threshold into 40! I was in the Springs and spent time with JT, finally introducing him and Jay! They are excited to work together on future projects and I am thrilled that the music industry is gonna be turned on its ear. JT's music has your influence all over it. I miss you with a depth that is unbearable. We went to visit your grave site and could not find you because it's unmarked. I plan to find out how to fix that ASAP. Love you and think of you daily... Thighbone

Hey baby, just thought i would check in. Been in my heart strong the last few weeks. Still come to tears. Every time I think about you I see you smiling.............so thats a good thing. You were always good to me and always there for me. I know you know I love you so. Been going through it....the world is just getting worse. But God is looking out for me. Talk to you soon lil brother.

Derrick,
I talked to Donella a couple of days ago she was visiting in the Springs. She had an oppurtunity to see your nephew and grand niece Malaysia.
Donella was elated she has been waiting on JJ and Jhetaun to meet for years.
Just thought I'D holla.
See ya when the horn blows.
MUCH LOVE FO YA!

All be sure to check the pictures. Asan is doing so well and growing so fast.

Hello all:

I left a message a few days ago. I want you all to know that Derrick remains in all of our hearts. My One year old son is a constant reminder of Derrick. Christopher is the spitting image and has the same attitude as Derrick (oh!). If I did not know better, I would have some sericus questions. Anyway, thank all of you for keeping Derrick a part of us during the last two years.

Peace,

Mike

I brother! Been a longtime since I've visited this site. I guess I am trying to forget this ever happened! I think of you often, how much we used to get in trouble with Trish (late night producing with the music loud)! Wow was that fun. Hear your music in my mind and talk to JT. often. I'm on a new journey heading down to where your other people are in Georgia! I am so drained with trying to make things happen here. Been trying hard to keep the Lord close to my heart. Not been doing well at times (the knuckle-heads we are). Man, I can't express anymore this feeling . I feel there is not much more I can say. I pray your Spirit is free and Comforted! May God Blees You! I love you brotha. Oh yea, got a new sax. You always got on me about pulling the one I had out of the closet and dusting it off. Man how you used to ride me about that!! I still here your voice, "Man, you of all people shouldn't be sleep'n on that. You ain't never goin' ta get better. You need to pull it out the closet and dust it off! (lol)" Miss you and love you much.
Ricardo Sanchez Rico

BABY BRO;BIG BRO.HERE CHECKIN UP ON YA.DONT SEEM LIKE 2 YRS,MAN.I STILL FIND MYSELF WONDERING ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE DOING BACK IN C.SPRS. AS IF YOU'RE STILL THERE IN THE FLESH.AS FOR MYSELF;ALL IS WELL.GOD IS STILL IN CHARGE.HEY!!YOU GOT A NEW NEICE N SHE LOOKS LIKE OUR SIDE OF THE FAMILY(SMILE).WISH YOU COULD SCHOOL HER WITH ME MAN.TAMBOURA N ERIC ARE BOTH DOING GREAT.ERNEST,MIKE N MYSELF TALK ALL THE TIME..TIGER IS GETTING INTO THE GROOVE TOO; I JUST HAVE TO BE PREPARED TO LISTEN. YOU KNOW YOUR SISTER! ANYWAY, JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE N MISS U MAN. WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS THE MAGNITUDE...

Derrick,

Two years today...
Your nephew Jhetaun always speaks of you. You, baby brother have inspired him tremendously. He continues to follow your musical inclinations which have become his dreams. Observing him and the things he does often brings back visions of you.
Mike left me a text message this morning reminding me too have good thoughts of you today. I have many wonderful thoughts of you throughout the year, but I would be a liar not to admitt that I also have horrific memories of dec 5th 2005. I'm still learning how too take the bitter with the sweet, as dad would say "when life gives you lemons you make lemonade",however sometimes it's easier said than done.
I gOtta go, I'm a bit overwhelmed.
love you, miss you,patiently waiting to see you again.
God bless you,
Ernest jr.

Doc: Two years and my heart is still filled with tears. Missing you never gets any easier...Finally got a space of my own and you are there with your million-watt smile to inspire me daily. Love and miss you. Thighbone

Saying hello D, think about you all the time and hear your laughter from time to time. Nothing but happy memories. I love you.

Justwanted to send you some love today. Been having a tough time lately. But, I always snap myself out of it knowing you got your eye on me. Trying to get this music thing back into motion. They don't do it like we did back in the day. Music was alot more fun and was more about getting together and appreciating each others contributions. Now, ego's are out of control. Love you lil' brother.

Hi, Big Brother. Once again I am reminded of the void left in my life because of your absence. There are so many days when the sound of your laughter is all I would need to be okay. Your sage advice was always on point. Your music and creativity kept me inspired. I miss you so much.

Hey, Uncle Doc!
What's happenin'? I miss you SO much. It doesn't make any since for you to not be here. I've had dreams about you lately and I wonder what they mean. Dude, stop playing and tell me what you're trying to say 'cause you're confusing me- lol! Then again, you always did like poking fun at me, didn't you? Well, I've gotten bombarded with "bacon shakin'" opportunities lately and I can only think that it is you, in collusion with my other ancestors, pullin' some strings. Thanks for being there. I know you're probably mad at me right now, but I'mma get it right soon. :-)

Love ya!

man doc i was wondering why you had been on my heart so much this pass week now i know i missed your birthday. please forgive a knucklehead named me.like everyone else i still miss you so very much.man i miss the music,hangin out,chillin,laughin bro i just miss you man.you're no longer just uncle doc but great uncle doc now congratulations. to the entire family even if your last name aint neil you family if you got love for doc then i got love for you. i miss you all and look forward to the day that we can get together and share our love for a brother we all love and miss so very much.doc happy birthday. family you have my email here's my #510-712-6635 day or night.love yall peace.

In no way did I forget you on your birthday. We all continue with the struggle.I think about you all the time. I don't think it will ever really digest for me. My love continues to be big for you as it has always been. Wait for me baby-boy. 7th grade, Citadel Mall we were introduced. So very, very glad for that opportunity.

BABY BRO;WASSUP!?BEEN THRU A LOT SINCE YOU CHECKED OUT BUT ITS ALL GOOD.MISS YOU ALWAYS PUTTIN THE BEG ON ME(smile),BUT THATS WHAT BIG BROS. ARE FOR,RIGHT?MIKE,ERNEST,AND ME TALK ALL THE TIME.WORKING ON TIGER,BABY SIS N ALL.STILL REMEMBER PUTTING MY GUITAR N YOUR LAP WHEN YOU WERE A JIT.IT WAS BIGGER THAN U!!GOT YOUR KEYBOARDS,MAN.TRYING TO GET OVER CRYING WHEN I TAKE IT OUT.KNOWING WHERE YOU ARE HELPS THOUGH.MY ONLY REGRET IS THAT I WASN'T THRU WITH YOU YET.MAN I MISS YOU SO,SO,VERY MUCH.I WOULD ASK WHY,BUT GOD IS IN CHARGE, AND HE'S THE LEADER OF THE BAND YOU'RE IN NOW.NOT TO WORRY THOUGH!WE'LL JAM AGAIN.HAPPY B.DAY MAN.GOTTA GO;GOT SUMTHIN IN MY EYE...